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| 04:51pm 12/11/2006 |
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i havent used this in ages.
i'm not even the same person anymore.
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| Goodbye Forever |
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| 08:17pm 25/07/2005 |
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If you forget that Nike and I broke up when he was with Sunnny, our four years is in November. We like to think of it as our four years, but we shouldn't because there was a time when he was with another girl. All the same I think in November we are going to treat it like four years, four years of at least knowing that we are totally and completly in love. Sometimes I get so into our relationship that I get really depressed, like I start to think about what it was like when we wern't together, how I couldn't control anything that was going on in my life, now it just seems like when shit gets rough I run to Nike and he tells me that it will all blow over, or he gives me options of how we can fix it. What do you do when someone you love so much just leaves you? What am I going to do when he wakes up and relizes im not everything he thought I was, that maybe someone out there is better then me. I know I should worry about things like this, but I do. I figure that at any moment anyone and everyone can just get up and forget I am alive. |
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| 12:08pm 18/07/2005 |
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i'm fine.
dont bother calling. |
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| 02:55pm 15/07/2005 |
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whoa.
im very depressed.
i cant tell you why?
alkaline trio+heat+lots of water=throwing up!!
I got to hug matt.
I wasn't that excited,i was so sick.
what if he brought me water and i wasnt there?
i didnt get to rock out with the girls,i was throwing up.
i sat by myself and cried and sang at the top of my lungs.
the boy that was on stage sang with me though so that was nice.
i still have yet to eat.
i love soda.
i miss my sister.
i should drive to california. |
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| 02:48pm 12/07/2005 |
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it's pointless to get upset.
it's going to happen if i like it or not.
sad, but i still really want to move to california.
i hate it here.
nike wont go with me.
im totally alone without him.
alkaline trio is thursday.
nike isn't all that excited, i am.
i hate going to shows alone, like nobody who enjoys the music half as much as you do, it sucks, whatever i will do my own little thing, he wont even know im gone. |
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| 12:23pm 09/07/2005 |
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i eat fast food. |
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| touching you, touching me. cha cha.. what thats the darkness bitchez, WEIRD! |
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| 04:12pm 05/07/2005 |
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I have spent five wonderful days with lots of friends and my wonderful boyfriend. I drank way to much the other night when i had a small get together. Five sparks, four huge shots of hypnotic and some orange juice and voldka. The boyfriend drank and 30 pack and a lots of pariot bay, we fought and cried all night, and over what, who loves who more?? so fucking gay, but we are so fucking gay and in love with each other. I loved on my wonderful girlfriends...Ash,Jenny,Lindsey,Brandi,Sarah and Julia. Oh man those girls can drink and touch me like crazy and i LOVE it. (i totally touch them way more then they touch me.)
my mom is staying at my apartment, she is going through some shit right now and its making me pretty down, but i am trying my best to get through it all. friends help so much. I also try to stay at my uncles as much as possible. The boyfriend has been here to and its like we are living together, i love it, we make dinner and breakfast and watch movies, swim, and play video games. Last night we tried to watch fireworks on the roof, but we ended up getting stoned, and laughing at the people having oral sex in their backyard, i almost fell off the roof, well it felt like i did, but boyfriend says i was real far away from the edge and looked like a baby dino. whatever, i dont get stoned so when i do it's funny! We made brownies and pizza rolls. yuck!
He is at work and i am very sad and alone. I wish he would come home so i had someone to play with.
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| 12:35pm 15/06/2005 |
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i have a fucking ghost in my apartment, no shit, i recorded her saying or giggling something, on my voice recorder i have on my phone! i was so scared, i almost drove to nikes at 2:30 in the morning. i dont feel good and i have to go to work! shit. |
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| 11:31pm 05/06/2005 |
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I like going to work, I really like money. I like to drink beer. and i like when people call my cell phone. I do not like, people who break check me on the freeway, nor do i like pretty boy assholes telling me im doing my job wrong when clearly he is just fucking brain dead. I like getting my tattoos finished, i wish i had more or that money i talked about i like so much.
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| 11:18pm 26/05/2005 |
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last night was pretty wild. had some brew. got to hang out with some pretty awesome fucking people. everyone is so much fun. i got to actully talk to may ling, that was cool, i hope i made a better impression then the first time she met me. i talked to hules and nubs, i think things are better, at least i hope so. ashley and beee randon went that was fun. i spent the night at the boyfriends house and felt like shit the HOLE night. I went to work and fucked everything up, came home and yelled at my dad. awesome. |
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| 10:52pm 23/05/2005 |
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All work and No play is making me a very dull little girl.
I can't even see my best friend graduate. im fucking sad. |
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| 11:41pm 13/05/2005 |
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1.PICK ONE OF YOUR SCARS OUT, NOW HOW DID YOU GET IT?
the huge burn on the side of my arm. i got it from sticking my arm on a black light trying to slam the phone one the charger.
2. SOMETHING NO ONE KNOWS ABOUT YOU?
i poop. yes people believe it or not i poop.
3. WHAT WAS YOUR WORST NIGHTMARE?
being over weight.
4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
Lots.. Rap mostly these days. Only thing that doesn't make me sad.
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
I don't remember
6. WHAT IS THE WEIRDEST THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE?
i've done some weird fucking things in my time.
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS AT TIMES?
the past.
8. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON SOMEONE (OPPOSITE SEX)?
shoes.hair.teeeth.
9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
nike.
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
Very much so.
11. IF YOU DIED TOMORROW?
I would be dead?
12. WHO WAS YOUR FIRST CRUSH WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE?
nathen hair.
13. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE (or same)SEX?
mohawks.
14. WHAT ARE YOUR FIVE FAVORITE MOVIES?
drop dead fred.
pretty women.
empire records.
gummo.
waking life.
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF GOING FOR YOUR HONEYMOON?
fiji.
16. CAN YOU PLAY AN INSTRUMENT?
Pots and pans
17. WHAT KIND OF CHIPS DO YOU PUT INTO YOUR SANDWHICH?
pretzels.
18. WHAT WAS THE LAST GIFT YOUR LAST B/F or G/F GAVE YOU?
i dont know we dont give gifts, we just buy each other things all the time.
19. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT YOUR current B/F or G/F GAVE YOU?
same as above. same boy.
20. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE SINGER?
gwen
21. FAVORITE BAND(s)?
N O D O U B T
22. WHAT KIND OF BOOKS DO YOU LIKE TO READ?
sexy books. i read only if i like the cover.
23. FAVORITE COLOGNE?
tommmy cologne.
24. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR COFFEE?
i dont like your coffee
25. What’s YOUR FAVORITE PHRASE TO USE?
dyke ass bitch, you better back off my shit fo real.
26. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
leave? where are they going?!!? no. stay, i can make tea.
27. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
drunk dialing
28. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
69 baby!
29. BLONDES, REDHEADS OR BRUNETTES?:
my honey has yellow skin and brown hair. thats they way i like my men. nice and asian.
30. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
colts house.
31. HAVE YOU EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
pffft who hasnt?
32.WHO IS YOUR CURRENT CRUSH?
Shhh his name is air force one and he has a bloodclot in his eye. he is beautiful.
33: WHAT IS YOUR WORST scare?
that air force one and i had created a human being, thats some scary shit. me with a kid... scary.
34: SAY SOMETHING TO SOMEONE YOU HAVEN'T SEEN/TALKED TO IN AWHILE?
i miss you.
35: HAVE YOU EVER SAID "I LOVE YOU" AND NOT MEAN IT:
not yet, lets hope i get that chance!
36: WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED THIS SURVEY:
crying.
37: ANY LAST WORDS?
in the words of the ying yang twins..."wait till you see my dick, im gunna beat that pussy up, wait till you see my dick" |
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| 08:49pm 08/05/2005 |
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im sick.
i fucking hate it.
everyone went to prom.
i didnt, boo.
went to big surf. lame.
went to my uncles house.
fun! boyfriend time is always great.
way to much lovin lemme tell you.
listening to saves the day
makes me miss everyone.
i wish i had a beer.
i want to drive but i have
no gas.
i dont have work tomorrow but i wish i did.
kelsey bought me a present and left me the
best message ever. she rules.
i have some pictures maybe you all would like to see.
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| 09:00am 05/05/2005 |
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mood:  awake music: making the band...
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Nike and I went to the park last night it was so much fun.
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